月の国

飲み干したペットボトル
お菓子の残り
使用済みの食器

複雑に絡み合う香
どんよりとにごった動かない空気

干したままの洗濯物
乱れた部屋

打ちかけた携帯をばたんと閉じた
いつもと同じはずのベッドに放り投げる

お香に火をつけて
そっと窓を少しだけ開けた

who am i?
which one is me?

i have a big dream
i can't see anything at all

when i image it
i think i'm empty

i'm always excited
i feel darkness

it's so amusing
i wanna die

dream'll come true
i wanna keep sleeping

i belive it
death is happiness

one night i notced

no one needs me
no one needs me
no one...

please help me

but

no one notices my tear
no one notices my feeling
no one notices my dearkness

what are you doing now?

that day i could come across you
you were so friendly

your deep voice
your strong arm
your gentle eyes
these relieved me from fear

i could forget everything

i'm into you
i couldn't expect this

i don't know who are you
but...

i don't care who are you
i don't mind who you love
i don't care a reason you need me
my wish is nothing but your eyes reflecting me

i wanna be with you

i know it's a dream
it can't be in actuality

but...
can i wish it?

at night
i apply bodybutter,lisning to music i like

good enough

i take a bath for an hour,reading a book i like

i sing a song i like

good enough

i love this life

i do only thing i want

don't care the words you say
do you think it's selfish?
how comes?

can you enjoy your life?
you don't do something you want
and after that,you always complain
are you afraid to fail?
if you're afraid to fail,you can't get anything at all

yeah

when i want,i always try to get it
nobody help me
just do it for myself
don't wait for helped by someone
during waiting,an opportunity's gone